What I got

Got to find a reason a reason things went wrong
Got to find a reason why my money's all gone 

Here I am... Right back where I started..

One year later.. I've progressed.. but have I ?

I still have an emptiness and a void that I can't seem to get away from..

I come home to nothing.. I feel like I have nothing to really care about.. 

I  know the progress that I've personally made, but I'd rather not talk about it with anyone... not because I don't want to, but because it doesn't really seem to matter to anyone.. 

For once I've  actually taken care of my own things.. but not really.. but leaps and bounds to where I was a year ago..  I'll never get credit for it.. I'm not asking for someone to congratulate me.. I'm just looking for someone to give me a "you're doing a good job." 

People don't realize how much positive feedback makes a difference.. 

negativity gets old.. and a negative mindset is a terrible thing.. 

In my mind, I keep telling myself, "I can do it." but out-loud, I keep hearing. "He's doing nothing."

There's one huge thing on my checklist I NEED to do, in order to regain soooo much self confidence, but it has to wait.. I have other things I need to do first.. and frankly it weighs on me..more than anyone knows..